Wednesday, June 8, 2011

A few thoughts on my mind

I have had a lot going on. For one, I am moving so packing has been taking up some of my time, but I am pretty excited for this new change. I have been hanging out and doing things with my friends, that is where the majority of my time is at. I feel like there is so much to say but I don't where to begin. 

Something that was on my mind today was how much I miss being in a relationship. I miss being able to end my day with a call from him, or being able to kiss and be held in his arms. [ FYI: this is not about a specific person, just in general]. I miss being able to feel butterflies every time I see him. Knowing this, on how I miss being in a relationship [DISCLAIMER: I am not saying I am looking for a marriage kind of relationship] I think of how I can change that. 

As I was driving home I really thought about it. I know I need to go out and meet people maybe put myself a little out there..I got that. But what happens next? I am not sure I remember how to flirt without being to over the top about it. I cant remember how to put myself out there. How do I meet guys? I know this is cliche to write but it is what I think about when I lay in bed at night

I guess it will be another night to ponder this some more. :(

Love you guys,